::Piss::

Why I'm piss? Why? Damn! Ok, i know it's not a good thing to write about bad thing on others. You should confront to the person and tell them what u truly felt. But still, at this point, I can't just go and attack people. But I'm also a normal human being, and as a normal person I have feeling also. So, rite now I'm really2 pissed off. Dude, what the hell r u doing? For the past few days? Not just the past for the whole time? Can't u distinguished which one is more important? U know we need to summit the report as fast as we can rite, but what the hell r u doing? Just read the journal n article from the internet not going to make the report done IF U DON'T WRITE THE REPORT! Duhh? What do u think? R u a leader or something to tell people to type it for U? Hey stupid, u'r work, is u'r work! Don't ask other people to do it for u! We, including me also has other things to do! Yeah, we facebooking, ym, twittering and blogging, but we still manage to do our part of the report! While u? Too many task until make u don't have time to type ur report? TYPE ok, not WRITE! Yang chatting 2 larat plak nk taip tp report malas, suh org lain taip! Pe jadah! Bangang! Marah btol aku! Pedulik lah ape yg org nk komen pasal post neh tp aku mmg tgh angin skang. The reason i'm so angry is, bkn dia x dpt jaw, tp dah ada jaw! Tp malas nak taip! BODO btol laaaa! Taip laa bodo taip jeeeee! X susah pun! Ke ko x install microsoft office lam pc ko? Tp game lucah 2 ade plak ko install! Haaaaaa aku mmg tgh hangin btol! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ni x cte g sal i-fest smua, klo x mmg pnjg lg laaa post neh.

StarzRebel*

::Aku GELI::

Ok, aku tau lambat aku nk post sal benda neh tp dlu aku relax2 cm blh thn g laa kan tp pas aku tgk vid Max 247 n Gula2, aku dah x blh blah! Dah rmi kot yg kasi komen suh diorg tkar style diorg jgn nk kpop sgt. Lagu mayb blh accept lg tp cra diorg 2 yg x blh nk accept. Pergh, korg g laaa tgk kat youtube tuh. Aku nk kasi link pun x lalu. Korg search je laa max247 cinta 247 n gula gula suka gitu. Korg tgk leee, klo korg tgk x menyumpah lam ati korg mmg laaaa sgt2 baik orgnye @ korg ni buta mata hati o pekak tuli. Sekian, aku nk gtau aku GELI tgk vid diorg n sriously they don't learn from the critics that people gave to them. Satu group prasan rmi org gila2 kan diorg. Sriously, spe laaa yg sanggup jdik peminat lam vid diorg 2. Bp byk laaa yg diorg byr tuk peminat2 fake 2. Bjet cm super junior. Haish apelaa, org dah kutuk2 tu bkn diorg nk amek iktibar, still truskan jgk ngan style gitu. X yah laa kan. N aku tgk vid 2 dah cm gay dah seko2, geli dol! X lalu . N yg 1 group g, semua nk tunjuk peha2 ayam diorg. Pki leggings ketat2, skirt, hot pant(diorg pki trus x hot). Nk seksi2 tp kaki pendek, peha besa, perut belipat. Sriously, x perlu kot korg nk pki gitu. Tgk ana rafali, elok jee. Sedap mata memandang. X perlulah nk imej2 gitu. Fesyen, fesyen gak tp bia laa sedap mta memandang. Sopan sket x slh pun. X rugi pn.

Silap aku jgk nk g tgk update sal diorg.
Igt dah berubah tp hampeh.Kecewa btul.
StarzRebel*

::Do Guy's Have PMS?::

Ok, interesting topic? Yeah, and that is keep floating in my mind. Do guy's have PMS? Ok, physically, NO. Guy's don't period. Ok, that's a fact. But what the hell am I feeling right now? Urghh! What i know is, PMS occurs to women when their have their time of the month. At this point, their emotion might be on and off also with other physical symptoms.

Ok, back to the headline, do guy's have pms? I think emotionally yeah, we do. Why I said that? Because today, right now at this very moment, my emotion is on and off. I could be very happy at one moment and in a zaap, i can be very pissed at almost everything. What the hell is that? Isn't PMS like that? Ok, rite now my emotion is cool right now. An, i have googling about this guy's vs pms.

"Here is information from a study conducted in the UK

Stomach cramps, mood swings and hot flashes. Yes, it's that time of the month again. But these are symptoms reported by men, not women. New research suggests men suffer from pre-menstrual-style symptoms, in some cases as badly as women. The news is bound to be greeted with snorts of cynicism by most females. But the study published today shows that the majority of men claim to suffer from a range of symptoms most usually associated with pre-menstrual syndrome (PMS). Dr Aimee Aubeeluck of the University of Derby, who carried out the study, said: "We asked 50 men and 50 women lots of questions about symptoms normally associated with PMS and we found men actually scored higher than women in everything apart from water retention." [Male PMS] The men admitted to feeling antisocial and suffering poor concentration; depression; lack of arousal; hot flashes and pain - including stomach cramps, back pain and headaches. The team believes that the reason that men complained more than women may be because of their alleged lack of forbearance when it comes to illness as well as not understanding the effects of hormone imbalance and aging. Dr Aubeeluck, who is presenting her findings to the British Psychological Society conference today, said there is some evidence to suggest that pain thresholds differ between men and women so it could just be perception of pain. It could be women experience more pain but don't give it as much attention. "When you are asking people to rate their experiences it is a little bit subjective." What causes the men's symptoms is, at present, a mystery. They may be triggered by stress but Dr Aubeeluck said the findings were significant enough to warrant further research. She and colleague Joanne Worsey will now study couples over several months to discover if symptoms are cyclical for both men and women. She said "if men are experiencing big changes in mood, surely that should be addressed." While some may be coping, others may be wondering why they feel so down. "It's really important for men that if they are suffering they feel they can talk about it and seek treatment." The suggestion that men suffer from a form of male PMS is bound to divide opinion - as has the theory of the male menopause. Many doctors, including some British specialists, believe middle-aged men experience a sudden fall in testosterone - a hormone responsible for sex drive, sperm production and muscle tone. However, a American study said that those who complain of hot flashes, excessive sweating, depression and a lack of sex drive are probably suffering the side effects of being overweight, lazy, smoking and drinking too much. More than 50 per cent of men in their fifties are thought to suffer lethargy, lack of interest in sex, mood swings and even hot flashes, all of which could be caused by a lack of testosterone. Yet in the study, of 1,700 men from Massachusetts, testosterone was found to decline very gradually with age, at about one per cent a year. The team concluded it was their unhealthy lifestyle that caused the unpleasant symptoms."

Sources: http://www.google.ca/url?sa=t&ct=res&cd=2&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.4-men.org%2Ftestosterone%2Fpms.html&ei=o1UBRvqlMJTMpwKa2qHfCA&usg=__Txb8BSsfN63ls2xdn2tV90qmgiI=&sig2=6ocBwCE8MrZifkvgpGmabg Yeah, that's the article. Well, i'm just experiencing the emotional part. Not the stomach cramp and other symptom. Just this freaking emotion that keep changing. Urgh, what should i do? Damn it. Maybe i need to lay down. Hey, if girl were having PMS, and your mood swing, what u girls do? Aaaah, what am i mumbling rite now. It the hormones! Argh, i should stop niw. Bye! Damn freaking emotion! StarzRebel*

::Drama!::

Kite, klo x mo disakitkan, kite jgn sakitkan orang! Tahu KARMA? What's goes around comes around! Look at your surrounding, there's other people also ok that lives! Don't think this wolrd only just have you! Please consider other people's feeling. Actually, ko neh sebenarnye GEDIK ko tau x?! Ko sedar x kekadang sikap ko yg cm gini ni memualkan org? Pls laaa weh! SEDAR! Is that so hard to consider other people's feeling beside yours? Heh. MUHASABAH DIRI please...

Aku dah highlight, so pk2 laa sendri.
StarzRebel*

::Marah Ke?::

Erm, npe eh title post ni tnye mrh ke x? Hermm, actually aku ni nk tnye, mrh ke klo aku untag benda yg xde kne mengena ngan aku? Bkn x ska, tp klo cm pic, yg ada pic aku, aku ska kne tag. Sbab dah sah3 ada pic aku tp, klo pic 2 tadak kna mgena, mcm pic si a sorg je, then a ni tag pic dia dgn nma aku. Aku bkn x ska, ok tp klo pic 2 dah asyik kna komen smpi 100++ comment, aku plak nek rimas ngan notification lam fb acc aku. Hermm.

1 g, diorg mrh ke klo aku mrh diorg spy jgn nk cmpr personal life aku? Mak ayah aku x ckp papa, tp diorg plak lebih2. Aku bkn xmo blik time study week, tp aku byk kja! Parent aku pn phm tp pehal mamat ni nk kecoh2? Sorry klo yg bce ni terasa diri dia yg aku maksudkan tp aku tgh letih skg ni, pas2 ko nk kondem psl aku x blik pehal? Cm aku anak derhaka plak dr cr ko ckp cm2. Weh, come on laa, mak ayah aku mmg hrpkan aku blik, tp dgn reason yg btul, diorg blh accept npa aku x blik. Diorg pn phm, aku bkn cm dip dlu. Skg dah degree, so bebeza laa.

Ok, aku tgh letih skg,
So,anything could trigger my anger mode 2 come out.
StarzRebel*

::SHIT!::

Aku tgh marah ni!
Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!(Sila abaikan post ni klo x sanggup nak bce kata2 nista dr aku)

Aku x leh terima! Bodo! Ape hal? Srius! Aku ni perlukan anger management nye consultant therapy! Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku nk marah!

BODOH!
BANGANG!
BENGONG!
XDE OTAK!
HARAM!
FUCK!
BABI!
CELAKA!
BANGSAT!

Srius aku dah xleh dgr pape dah!
Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku mmg perlukan counselor!

*.*,
StarzRebel*

::KeM.A.L.A.S.an Aku::

Sudah dtg, dia sudah dtg! Kwn baik aku, yg dr dulu dr sek rendah, n even dr tadika lg yg selalu menemani aku. Aku benci klo dia dtg, my best friend ever, Mr M.A.L.A.S! Aku mmg tgh malas! Sgt2 malas, esok, kuiz, kelas ganti, semuanya dtg skali. Kelas dr 8.30 pg smpi 8.00 mlm. Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X tau aku kehidupan degree ni lg hectic dr dip! S.H.I.T! Aku benci laah keadaan cmni! Aku ni bukan workaholic ke, studyholic ke, ape ke, tp pesal nk buat jadual aku leh jdik pack cmni? Warghhhh!!!!!!! Esok aku mesti layu lah! Mte pn cm mengantuk2 je. Haduih, bel pn x buat g! Damn! Kuiz x study g! Double Damn! N the best ever, kelas yg slalu aku tdo, ECO, ade pg2 bute! Ultimate damn! Haaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Aku x tau laa cmne kwn2 aku yg len blh go through this kind of situation. Aku tkot nk pk esok, (*Ermm, klo x g eco bleh? hehehe*) Oh, btw aku nk jgak story sal hr ni. Pehal tah, ok, klas ktorg, ade buat trip tuk 1 subjek, AI so join trip ngan budak netsentrik. Join? ok fine blh than g laa kan, tp yg x thn 2, dah laa join, diorg cm goyang kaki je lak kan. Pas2 cm poyo laak ngan ktorg. Yg buat x best, aku handle mkn(*Aku AJK Makan*) so we have to prepare breakfast to all the participant. Act, aku just handle for my class only, but tah celah mne tah, faiz ngan shafiq suh bli skali tuk bdak2 netsen. Aku bkn ape, klo ktorg dah bli, then ajk2 mkn kelas 2 buat ape? Goyang perut? Perghhh bgus lakk kan korg nk goyang2 perut 2? Warghhhh! Lg tension aku! Dah, nak stop! Buat kje. This week n next week, going 2 b soooo mucchhhhhhhhhh hectic! Harghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhh!
StarzRebel*

::Loosing Urself Today::

I'm in a fragile emotion rite now.

I really want that feeling fade away.

Better to runaway or stay and suffer the feeling where u can see that person but u can't be with that person.

It's HARD to kill a HEART
Especially ur own

Love is stupid,
StarzRebel*

::Whatever La Korang!::

Ape? Ingat aku bodo ke? Aku blh trima teguran, tp aku x bleh terima teguran yg macam memperbodhkan aku. Aku mmg x bleh terima org yg meletakkan taraf aku kat kaki diorg. Aku tgk, diorg cm sje je nk attack aku, sbab aku tgk lam blik ni bkan aku sorg je kan. Ade lg 2 org ok, so pesal ko x g dakwah kat diorg? Asal aim kat aku. Aku tgk diorg sme je level ngan aku, xde laa baik cm korg yg berdakwah ni kan. Haaa apesal? Cerita sket? Korg pls la wei, tegur 2 respek rrr sket aku kan, ni cm menjatuhkan aku plak. Bkan aku x penah dgr, aku dgr n ikut but ble korg ckp cm2, cra korg ckp cm2, korg mmg mcm menghina aku. N with that I really cannot accept what ever u tell me. Pas2 semua benda yg ko biat semua btul kan, aku buat semua salah kan. Ko pesal? Ko 2 mmg xde slh? Ble aku gtau ko x dgr. Srious dowh, aku x leh trima la. Blah lah! Aku x kesah rrr korg mlm ni. Ikut ske ati ko laaa. Mlm ni aku mmg nk emo. Amek ko!

Blah!,
StarzRebel*

::Apekah?!!!::

Arghhh, tension aku sekejap melayan assignment cam hape nih. Pas2 bdak2 ni buat bising2, kecoh2. Apehal lu orang dow? Lu igt gua mau layan ka lawak2 bodo lu? Lu dtg buat kerja, buat cara dtg buat kerja. Aku tgh x de mood nk bergurau senda ni, jgn diajak gurau2. Kang x betegur spe plak kang. Haaaa, aku x jamin. Lu yg nk gurau2 sma gua, bkn gua nk grau2 sma lu. Sma2 ada kerja, buat aje la. X yah nk poyo2 buat klaka yg aku x sanggup nk dgr mlm ni. Dah r, tu je nk tulis. Kang diorg tenampak, tebaca mau meletop smua. Tp ape aku pedulikan, ni ruang aku,

SUKA HATI AKU LA NAK TULIS APE KAN! KO PEDULIK HAPE?!

dah, bye bye,
StarzRebel*