::That Feeling::

Assalamualaikum...

Ni second post pas post yg td. Okei, kali ni nak crita sket laa pengalaman o more to what actually i felt. Maybe this post quite personal to me, so if my writing get too emotional, i'm sorry yeah.

Sebenarnye, nk crita pengalaman o perasaan aku senarnye. Korang yg da kje, korang ade x kasi duit o pape brg tuk parents korg? Okei aku buat post ni bkn nk menunjuk o nk ckp aku ni bgus o wat-so-eva, BUKAN, tp nk share feeling. Aku rse sgt sonok ble dpt kasi duit even rm10 kat mak n ayah aku by hand. Kte nampak muka diorg senyum n syukur dgn ape yg kta bg. Mmg diorg x mintak, n of course diorg pn ade duit sendri, n apelah sgt duit yg aku bg 2 tp diorg hargai n rse syukur sgt n aku rse top of the world ble dpt buat cm2. Gji juta2 pn meaningless klo x share ngan parents. X perlu byk pn kasi, kasi duit tuk diorg minum2 kopi ke da ckup at least korg bg. Tgk diorg senyum n syukur is priceless, sriously. Aku rse hepi sgt2, n maybe cmni laa kot diorg rse msa dpt fulfill ape yg aku nak semenjak dr kecik smpi besar wlupun mmg x setanding ngan nilai yg aku kasi ngan ape yg diorg da bg kat aku. N aku akan slalu jenguk parent aku, at least sbulan skali wlupn hr ni blik kg n then blik kat sini esoknya. Sekarang lee nk hepikan diorg, n korg pn akan rsa hepi jgk, sriously. So, kpd spe2 yg da kje, jgn lpe parents korg yee. Duit gji 2, klo stakat RM10 xkan x leh nk kasi kan? 

Their smile is priceless

Peace yawh!

StarzRebel*

::Mereka2 Ini::

Assalamualaikum.....

Sup peeps?! Hoho, agak lama aku menyepi dr dunia blogging. Sorry yee, been very busy with my new life. DLu student, blh laaa lg blogging2, skang da kje, xdek msa sgt. Pas blik kje, letih dah. On9 kejap then tdo. Weekend normally, sabtu kje half day, ahad cti. Tp mostly ahad klo x g mne2 aku tdo x pn lyn movie ke ape ke. On9 game pn da lme gle aku x men. Hr ni tegerak lak nk becerita. Actually, da lme nk buat post ni. Kui3. Post ni adalah didedikasikan kepada IKRAM, CHALI n ACAD. Haaa capital letters okeh tuk korg. Sorry lambar gle, padahal aku da lme ckp nk post. Hehehe.

 

Ikram

Hoho, ape nk crita sal ikram? Hahaha byk crita jgk dia ni. Mula2 sriusly nmpk gangster gle. Cuak aku nk tego. Muka nmpk garang gle, tp da knl xde laaa garang mne. Byk plan gak dia ni, ska jln2 xde tujuan. Ade skali ajak lepak mkn jee, skali dia ajak smpi ke sungai gabai (btol ke gabai?) pusing2 siap lepak kat air panas lg. Benda yg spontan. Slalu lepak ngan aku jgk, stadi sesame laaa byk lg laa. Ahaaaa, terer gak men dota. Mmg bedendam jgk aku klo men dota ngan dia neh. Kui3, sorry brok! Hahahahhaa

 Chali

Nma original Hazwan. Aku pn xtau npe diorg pggl chali, maybe nk nmpk urban kot. Wakakakakkakakakaa.

Aku ikut jee. Chali ni, wlupun lam dunia febook cam sial sket dia buat aku, tp real world agak baik laa. Kui3. Yg aku x leh lpe, dia da kutuk aku cm hape lg, part aku bls blik dia leh g print screen post kat group cs223. Well played....well played. Xpe, sbb byk benda baik ko da buat kt aku, aku ignorekan ajeee yee. Kui3

Acad

Ahaa ni mmg byk leee tlg aku tambah2 lam bab2 coding. Klo xde dia ni, mmg terabur gak coding FYP aku. Tq, arigato gozaimasu. DIa ni, ayat pedas sket, tp btol. Ngeh3, ade kalanya aku tesentap jgk tp ble piki2 blik point dia ni btol. Huhu. Ni pn terer gak men dota. X semangat aku klo lwn ngan dia neh, klo geng semangat sket. Kui3.

Ahaaa, 2 je leee nk cte sal 3 org neh. Diorg ni mmg kerap di-contact dan lepak laaa. Weekend klo diorg xde hal diorg lepak laa kt rmh aku. Best laa lepak ngan diorg neh. Ni few photos mse kta di uitm dlu. Enjoy! 

 1st Bukak posa 1 kelas.

 Kenduri 'kwn' acad

Bros! HAhahha

Sorry lmbt update!

StarzRebel*

::The End Of My Degree::

 

It's been 2 years, since I've entered UiTM to do my degree (Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Intelligent System). Lot of things happen. I'm kinda sad, to leave all of the memories that I have created here, in Shah Alam, and specifically UiTM where I've known people that I really care and love. I wish that we could stay forever, but as the life cycle keep on cycling, there are time we will meet and we will say good bye to each other. Here, i found really good friend, and i can considered as my best friend. 

Atie 

Funny story, ble start jmpak 2, gaya dia cm senior, (actually mmg dia senior, sbb dia msuk uitm dlu amek graphic then br tuka amek AI) cara dress tuk 1st day x nmpk dia ni cm freshie cm dak2 pompuan lain. Dtg pki jean n t-shirt lengan pjg, then nk daftar kursus pn dia gtau cne nk daftar elektif. Dlm hati, akak ni repeaters ke ni? Then pas dia nk blah 2, aku ckp tq Kak. Mati2 igt dia ni senior n stadi dia trok. Skali rpenya dia grad sme aku, umo sme aku, then anc lg, nk dekat 4 flat lak 2. Haish, agak malu jgk aku. Tp dia ni cool laa jgk. Da laa transgender( Ha3, dia bca ni mati aku!) Misai lebat! Lol. Tp best kwn sbb dia ade lee baiknya, plg teharu (ewah) msa aku kne betulkan report, tp aku dpt part time kje, dia sanggup tlg aku btulkan report n suh aku g kje 2 moga2 dpt tawaran kje. Wuuuu time 2 rse teharu gile. Tq3! Hrp2 ko x lpe aku laah! Kui3.

Aimi

 Tgk muke, burok x? Hahahahahaha. Matilerrr aku upload gamba ni. Makcik ni mmg lucu gle! Dia ni antara manusia yg unik yg penah aku jmpk! Byk sgt begerak! Hahahahhaa. Unpredictable lak 2 dia nye pegerakkan. Merata2. Siap penah shuffle lg! Haaaa dasat x? Maklumleee robot! Hahahahaha. Jgn mrh arrrr...... Tp dia ni bguih ni, ske ngan baking! Sme cm aku, sbb aku ska mkn pastry2, roti2 n kek neh! Kui3. Aku pn slalu share prob ngan makcik ni, n dia pn pendengar yg bgus! Hew3. Kembag tak hidong ko AIMI? Hahahhahahahahahhaa.

Ijat

 Tokei kedai! Tokei kedai! Hahahhahha, jgn mrh arrr jat.... Muka jeee srius tp dia ni baik wooooo. Ngeh3, puji2 ni dpt leee diskaun sket ye x! Ijat ni, ape eh? Lucu laaa orgnya. Kui3. Rajin pun rajin. Sriusly, klo kje grup ngan dia mmg siap leee. Last2 minit pn siap n sempat anta. Rjin! Aku jeles jgk tgk kerajinan dia neh. Ngeh3. Teman begurau senda, bebual bicara. TERER gle main DOTA! Hahaahhahahaha. Jgn mrh arrrrr jat! Rye ni aku nk g rmh ko lg. Ngeh3. Dia ni antara org yg 1st ly aku knl n rpt jgk time degree neh. Time dip kenal, tp hanya sekadar jelingan sekilas di angin bayu. Hahahhahahaha. Ramah orgnye. Klo xde dia, aku mesti diam2 jee lam kelas sbb aku ni ssh sket nk mula bebicara tp ble ade membe tg boleh msuk bebicara, br lee aku leh nyusup2 sembang kencang2. Hi3.

Baiti 

 Baiti yg dok blakang aku 2, kecik ajee orgnye. Tp terer main bowling! Byk strike jee, x strike dpt spare.Haa jgn memain! Kui3. Ingat g, dia buat cupcake! Sedap gell! Hahaahhaa. Happy go lucky! Ceria jeee. Hi3. 1 thing sal dia ni, dia suka senyum. Sebyum aje ble jmpa org. Kui3. Pndai posing yeee, dasat wuuu. Dia mmg model pun, hr 2 dpt kontrak ngan Kiki Lala tuk koleksi raya diorg, dia ni lee model nya. Hik3. Jgn mrh yeeee Cik Baiti! Kui3. Sesungguhnya anda tinggi di mata kami semua. Hahahhahaha.

Awin 

 

Niii sorg g, outspoken sgt! Hi3. X rmi org leh than denga komen dia ni. Certain aje, n aku dlm list yg leh thn leee. Tp dia ni baik, antara org yg humble laa. Reason dia, dia akan mintak maap trus klo ade silap, wlupun aku rse xde benda pn tp dia still akan mintak maap. Ada ciri2 mak2 laa dia ni, pandai jgk masak, pndai handle dak kecik. Kre ade package jgk leee slain pndi lam study. Tp selalu sgt stress, ce relax sket awin ko ni stress sgt. Hi3. Rye ni x mo jemput aku g beraye ke? Msk leee yg best2 lg. Makanan srwk ape yg best lg? Ko kan nk duk sne nanti. Hi3. 

Syuk

Ini camera man ktorg. Hi3. Sbb dia ade dslr, dia jee laaa yg amek gamba. Slalunya, gamba ktorg jee yg byk, gamba dia skit2 jeee ade. Kui3.Dia ni jgk merangkap driver ktorg tuk kemana2. Hhahahahaha. Rse mcm ko ni dipergunakan lak. Hi3. Ni antara yg memberi semangat tuk aku exercise n jdik kurus. Rajin kot dia ni exercise, g jogging bagai. Uit, ble nk g Melaka neh? Tringat zaman2 kje kt Melaka dlu. Hi3.

 Hazim (Kiri) n Adly(Kanan)

 Ni lak rumet n hosmet aku. Ngeh3 aku rse diorg ni melalui pengalaman yg agak mencabar jgk laaa sepanjang jd hosmet n rumet aku. Tq yeee sbb thn ngan emo x menetu aku, period tbe2, korg kejut aku mrh2. Tq yeeee. Hi3. Aku mtk maap yee. Korg ni baik gle ngan aku. Segan aku. Hazim ni, dia ni liat gle ajak klua g jejalan ke ape ke, tp ble dia da klua dia laa pling hyper, gedik gle n aktif x tentu hala. Ble kt rmh, asyik ngantok, ngantok, ngantok! Sore power gle, epik ble nyanyi lagu dajal! Hahahahhaa. Adly ni lak, byk gle pengalaman idup n cerita. Best denga. Sbb blh tau mcm2 situasi. Berusaha tuk kurus jgk. Kui3. Gamerz jgk leee dia ni. Dia ni yg slalu kne emo aku, kne mrh bagai. Ngeh3, jgn mrh arrrrr. Aku nk g lg air terjun kt rmh ko. Kui3, tp x yah laa nk humban2 aku lam air lg dah yeee. Aku cbe yee kurgkan emosi x tekawal aku 2. Kui3. Pape pu korg mmg best!

Ni ade few pic sepanjang 2 thun aku kt UiTM shah alam ni. Aku tau, wlupun aku byk komen sal uitm, tp aku akan rindu tempat ni smpi ble2. Aku akan ingat korg smpi bla2. Hrp kta x putus hubungan sbb, aku rse korg ni da best dah. Calling laa yee klo korg kawen nanti. Hehhe. Here are some pic we are together. Enjoy!

  

Tgh buat assignment grup neh. 

Pas blakon jepun! Lol 

:) 

Buka Pose 1 kelas 

BBQ n bday kairil 

Dlm kelas. Ngeh3 

AI student ngan lecturer. Aku xde. Huhu 

Ngeeeeeee! 

Hahahaha

 

And the last pic, is the one that has the most sentimental value 4 me. And yes Atie, I agree with U when U posted about this pic in ur blog, 2 years ago. Mmg nmpk sayu jeee pic ni and I wish dpt blik ke masa ni. Aku mmg x leh lpa semua kenangan ngan korg, Jgn lpe kt aku ye sbb aku x lpe kt korg smua. Sempena syawal yg bakal menjelang, aku mohon ampun maaf, kot2 ade yg aku x jumpak dah. Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir n batin! Selamat bepuasa!

It's 2 years with a wonderful  experiences!

StarzRebel* 

::Questionaire#2::

Try It

Rules: It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : Fandy
2. A four letter word : Fast
3. A boy’s name : Fred
4. A girl’s name : Fifi
5. An occupation : Foreman
6. A color : Falu red (Lam google ade)
7. Something you’ll wear: Fur
8. A food : Fish cake

9. Something found in the bathroom: Fork (In the bathroom? What for? Hahahha)

10. A place : Florida
11. A reason for being late : Fenin2~~ Hahahaha
12. Something you’d shout : F*ck! Whoops!
13. A movie title : Face of terror
14. Something you drink : Fluid. (What the?) 
15. A musical group : F4
16. An animal : Fireflies
17. A street name : Fraser Street. *I made up, donno whether it exist o not. Lol*
18. A type of car : Ferrari *I love being an F*
19. Title of a song : Friends or foe

Seem simple, but quite hard. Credit to Jill's Tumblr again, hehe

StarzRebel*

::Questionaire#1::

Just for Fun. Copied from a friend. Try it!

What do u like to be called? Fandy

ADMIT a secret about this name? Parents call me that, and friends, but now mostly call me Brit

Do you have a job/ career? Full time CS223 student.

ADMIT a secret about your career: I like the idea of intelligent system but i just hate coding,

Do you love yourself? Sometimes yeah.

ADMIT a physical attribute you LOVE and HATE about youself: I hate my body, my skin color, but still syukur for being me. I love my eyes's color btw hehe.

Do u have any regrets? Yes.

ADMIT one thing you regret doing in the past: I always argue with my parents. The old me ok.

Are u in love? Yes. With someone but I didn't know how to tell that person.

Do u feel any jealousy or envy toward anyone? Yeah.

ADMIT what makes you feel this way? Because they have what i didn't have. So sad T_T

Do you ever feel less than beautiful? All the time.

ADMIT why you feel this way? Because no one want me.

Have you ever been hurt? Yes.

ADMIT who hurt u: Lot, i just didn't know what's goes wrong. I'm being real all the time, but still they rejected me. Too real i guess? Blaarrghh!

Ever pretended to be someone’s friend for your own benefit? Oh no way.

ADMIT the truth about why you did it: I don;t do it. Hihihi

Ever lied to spare someone’s feelings? Many times. Hahaha.

ADMIT the truth about the lie you told : Try to take care of their feelings.

Ever suffered from a broken heart? Yes.

ADMIT who broke your heart and what he/she did: Somebody that i used to know. Hahahahahah

Ever cheated on someone? Nope

ADMIT the truth on why you cheated: No answer. Lol

Ever told anyone you loved them and didn’t mean it? Nope

ADMIT the truth about why you lied? No answer

Ever been in jail? Never.

ADMIT the truth on why you were locked up: None.

Ever steal music? Yes Hehehe

ADMIT what website you steal music from: Mediafire, youtube,4shared.

Do you click ads when on a website? Sometimes

ADMIT what types of ad’s you click on: Sales

Do you watch reality tv? Yes.

ADMIT the most embarassing shows you watch: Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency. I don't know what good did i got from this show. Just sex appeal from the model. Ngeh3

Are you happy in your career? Happy! I have found really good friends here. :)

ADMIT what you know you should be doing with your life: Finish degree, work in IT field for 5 years, open a bakery shop, find a girl to be my wife, have children, perform Haji and lived until i die with my wife n kids. Insya-Allah.

Copied from Jill's Tumblr - The questions only.

StarzRebel*

::Sebab Cinta Ditolak : Tindakan Anda Salah::

Assalamualaikum....

Tgk x gamba kt atas? Ni one of hundreds or maybe thousands of app in Facebook that i tried and yeah, the result kind of true. Even though i know it is a coincident but I kinda flash back about the two events which was quite embarrassing for me and yeah it might be the factors that it didn't work out.

Before I start writing, this is a brief explanation so that u wouldn't get confuse or said 'Dude, what did u wrote? I don;t understand what are you tried to tell'. So, here's a brief explanation. At that time, around 2010 i guess, i was working at software house, where i was the System Support Executive, and I was located at Jasin, Malacca. As i were working there, there's an intern girl there which kinda cute and my colleague 'kenen2' me and that girl. Well, her respond kind a positive. So, I tried few things to win her heart. Hihihihiihihiihi. (I get the advice from my best friend 4eva, Sue.)

1. The 'TEXTING' incident.

Sue said, if you want to be close with the girl, you should text her, frequently. Ask her anything that shows how you care about her. And yeah i keep texting, but she didn't mention that i SHOULD REPLY HER TEXTS until she's the one stop texting. I don't know why, do girls felt offensive if the guys don;t reply their texts? Hmm, give me some thought please, girls.

2. The 'PASU' incident.

It was her birthday, and I don't know what to give her. FYI, Jasin don't have a lot of stores. No offense to Mallacan (I don't know it is a correct word for people from Mallacca), but I can't find a gift shop at Jasin. There were only two supermaket as I remembered. I go to the supermarket, the one that has 2 storey building, and I couldn't find the suitable present. Sue told me to buy a big teddy bear or stuff animal but there's none there that is cute and fluffy, so she told me to buy silver necklace but again i can't find any silver store there. I want to buy chocolate but sue said, it would be nothing for her to remember me so i saw this vase, actually it is a decorative vase that can use as a decoration in her room. It was quite nice i thought at that time and yeah, i bought that. Wrap it up with gift wrapper and put a cute card. At that time, i thought it was cute and it was ok. But as she get the present, the first thing she ask, 'What is it? Is it a pair of shoe?' *She giggles* and I was at that time, 'OMG, i just gave her a vase! And it like zaman2 sekolah punye gift!' I was like stunned there for a moment and a said I should just give her chocolate! Huhu. Hey, girls what u think? Which on u would pick, vase o chocolate?

3. The 'LUNCH' incident.

The lunch incident, this is where i think, the point where i have made the biggest mistake in winning her heart. Ok, at that time, it was lunch break. Me and my colleagues goes for lunch at the cafe, and i saw her sitting at her desk. I ask her " X pegi mkn ke?" She replied " Kejap2 lg kot" And then i leave, then i text her, come and have lunch with me. I wait her outside the office but she didn't reply my text, and i thought she didn't want to go. So, I just go to my colleagues who waited for me at the cafe. While i was eating,let me be clear I WAS EATING, then she arrive at the cafe, while I WAS EATING! And the best part, she came alone. Ok, i don't know if she was embarrassed or not, but I WAS TOTALLY EMBARRASSED toward her. And i guess, u girls might say what a jerk i am, da ajak tp mkn dlu x tunggu. And that time, I realized I'm hopeless in getting a girl. And my bff, Sue said, "Ngokngek laa hg neh! Awat x tunggu? Haarrghhh geram aku ngan hang neh!". Well, yeah I am ngokngek for not waiting for her. Huhu. Sorry, girl if you ever read this. I am truly sorry. Hihihiihihih. It was not my intention, because i thought u don't want to join me because u don't reply my text. Hihihihii.

And yeah, that is my story on how to win a girl's heart and the wrong thing i do. Hahahaha. To think back, it was quite funny though. Hihihiihihihihi. Babai guys n girls. Hihiihihihi

Next time i will be more romantic, hey next person! I'm going to be sweet to you! :D

StarzRebel*

::PMS::

Assalamualaikummm.....

Huu bce tajuk? Ni bkn nye tajuk yg pervert. Hopefully xde yg misunderstood yee. And aku pn bkn nk cte pms among girls/womens/lady and so on. Tp aku nk cte sal aku neh, tah mende tah. Nk kata aku period kuar darah ape xde. Ok jee lg. Tp xtau npe aku ade mood swing. Bknnya aku pregnant nk ade mood swing. Tp xtau lah npe blh mood swing and it affect my relationship with people around me. Haiyooo, why this happened? Huuu, aku gurau2, bahan org blh jee hepi jee tp kekadang ble org gurau o bahan aku aku leh lak nk sentap, nk hangin ngan org. Aiyaaa, bad behaviour! Aku kne ubah sket aku pnye perangai neh. Kne silent sket, jgn telalu nk hyper happy sgt. Mulut aku kne byk jga2, istighfar lee byk2 ble nk ngate org 2. Mmg ssh, tlis kt lam blog ni senang jee. Tp aku try laa cmne supaya hubungan aku sesama manusia lain akan terjaga dengan lebih baik. Pls3, aku hrp dpt ubah n buang skap2 buruk neh. Mak aku slalu pesan, "Perangai yg buruk2 tu buang laa jauh2, hang tu dah besaq, dah semakin tua yg mna x elok tu buang la." N yes, skg aku teringat blik pesan mak aku, and yeah aku kne start amek yg jernih, buang yg keruh. Kepada sesape yg aku marah 2, sorry bebanyak. Yeah, saying sorry is easy kan. Just say the word, and u think what u have done can be easily forgotten? Hell no! Yeah, i know that. The damaged has been done but what more can i do? I can't rewind back what has happened so, I sincerely saying sorry to those people who i have hurt. Sorry guys, hopefully in future i can restrain myself from doing what i have done to you guys. Sorry~~

Gomenasai, mina-san!

StarzRebel*

::Monolog Dalaman 2::

Kta ade problem, tp x blh cte kat org. Reason? Sbb org xkan phm dan prg akn ckp kta yg slh. So? What can you do? Simpan dlm ati smpi benanah. :(

::Monolog Dalaman::

Assalamualaikum...

It's been a while I didn't write anything. Now, I'm feeling a bit confuse with what's going on with my life. I don't understand, because i thought it was going so well, but suddenly it all stop with no explanation about it. I keep wondering why? Is it because of me? Is there anything I've said? If that's the case, please tell me. Because I kept thinking what have I done because before this, we cool and now you ignore me? Made my heart fill with clouds and my head keep thinking what's wrong. I really2 don't understand so please, tell me. Maybe something i can work it on. 

...................,

StarzRebel*

::Resolves It::

Assalamualaikum...

Yo readers! Hehe. Pekaba anda disana yg sedang membaca? Sehat ke @ sakit ke? Xpe, sihat ke skit ke, senyum jee. :) Actually, aku rsa lega sket daa ni setelah me-resolves-kan 1 problem ngan kwn aku yg best! Hehe, tq 4 ur understanding! Aku cuak senarnyee, igt ko nk melenting, mrh2 aku! Tp ko leh trima ngan rileknyeee. Wuuuu, ko mmg tbaik ye! Friends 4 ever yah!  :D

Pendek jee, mls nk update sgt,

StarzRebel*

::FYP!::

Wasap yow! Hak3. Aku tekanan tbe2! Br td jumpak Dr Shuzlina a.k.a my supervisor tuk final year project(FYP). N agak cuak dah skg neh, progress aku slow, slow gle cm siput babi, mn x nya ptut skg dah start develop dah. Tp aku hanging ngan data yg x tentu arah neh. Huuuu wake up laa fandy! Ade 2 bulan je lg! 2 BLAN JE LG!!!! Dude, stop daydreaming! Yeah, now it's the time where u have to stop fooling around, kne stop jimba2 ngan kengkawan aku tuh! Kne stop hang out smpi tgh mlm! Kne stop playing games, esp dota lee. Kne stop watch movies, time mkn blh lee lyn friends but only 1 episode shj! Cti mid-term, study week ke hpe ke, kne lpekan yee. Jgn berangan nk blik. Stay shah alam smpi siap project kau! Plan aku, bln 5 neh develop siap testing pe jadah semua, bln 6 start buat report. Huuuu, report nk ribu riban words! In english, da laa x pndi english, grammar terabur. Huuuu~~ tringat sem lepas, g jumpak supervisor nk tunjuk report, n nk mtk pendapat dia sal sistem aku, then alih2 jdik klas bhs english lak! Hik3. Sooooo, tuk ngelakkan sbrg kejadian grammatical errors like what happen last semester, this semester i've got to start early on writing the final report. Huuuu, spe2 yg terer english 2? Blh tlg aku x? Check kan report aku b4 tunjuk kat supervisor yeee. Nanti aku kasi lee upah. Hehehe, tp jgn ltak harge memahal, ujung sem x beduit daa ni ;P  

Ahaa, esok mlm MPG! Yeay! smgt aku neh, bju da bli, tie da bli, suar da bli, tgh tunggu di-alter. Erm2 kasut jee aku x bsuh lg. Ikut plan nk bsuh hr ni tp tp tp... Hehehehehhe, mls lg. Mlm kang lew. N oh, ptg ni ade presentation ethics! X prepare lg neh. Aiyaaa, report ethics pun x buat lg! (T_T) huuuu dasat gle byk btoi kje! Assignment ethics yg grup pn aku x buat research lg! Tjuk pn aku fuzzy2 lg, x bp nk igt, something to with hacking i guess. Uh, whatever lah! Nanti lee aku check blik. Smgt laa plak aku taip post kali ni! Aku plik gak neh, 2-3 hr ni aku hyper-active semacam pehal? Tbiat ke? Mtk simpang leee. Hehe. Ok lee, nk prepare ethics neh! Babai yowh! Hik3 (gelak annoying aku according to some fellow friend aku, ;P)

Rerajin laaa semua yee n gud luck 4 ur FYP!

SatrzRebel*

::Wait, What?! U Said I'm What?!::

Last week, i went to my hometown ,(Of course, mid term break people! Mesti lee blik kampung kan.) dengan hati yg bebunga2 gembira sebb dpt relax, chill out wit my friends, sembang2 ngan mak aku. (Yeah, she miss us very much, coz all her children is away from home, mesti lee nk teman borak2). Mmg dah thrill gle daa ni nk blik. Plan pn da mcm2. So mmg aku xcited lah!

Tgh2 dok xcited, on friday, 20th april 2012 (Aku blik 19th April, mlm) at 10.30am o 11.00 am cm2 lah, aku dpt msj dr cikgu aku. Best jee msj dia kat aku, mmg spoil mood aku laa. 

- hai, mntg2 da blaja tinggi, jgn lpa yg lma. FAHAM!!!-

And i was like, Whoah! What is that? Whay the cap letter and the !!!? 3 lak 2! Haish, yee mmg sy x msj en, tp x bemaksud sy x igt jasa en yg mengajar sy. Hmm, mayb ad yg ckp aku x mtg post benda2 gini, tp aku still mencari rasionalnya dia menghantar msj sebegitu. Baik, secara jujur nk tnya, adakah aku perlu everyday text him and update my life? Duuh?! Klo nk taw, follow my tweet, friend me on fb and add my blog on your reading list! Aku bkn nk jdik kurg ajar, srius aku respek kt smua cikgu2 aku, dr tadika smpi leee menengah n universiti! Tp ble aku dpt msj cm2, aku rsa cm aku ni trok sgt, x kenang budi, cm kacang lupakan kulit n so on. Klo aku jmpk ckg2 aku kt mn2, econsave ke, even pasar mlm pn aku tego kot. Salam ngan ckg, tnya kabar. Xde laa nyorok lari. Tp, ble dpt text cm2 dr ckg aku neh, aku rsa down. Knape? Ape slh aku? Ok, mayb dia nk aku text dia hr2 la kot. But, why? Even parents aku pn au xde laaa nk update hr2. Privacy yee.

Aku ade tnya kwn2 baik selamanya (BFF in malay! LOL) ape nk buat neh, sbb aku rsa x sedap ble ckg aku sndri yg text aku cmni, daa laa dia ajar aku, smpi aku dpt result ok lee tuk subjek 2, n aku rsa ilmu yg dia kasi 2 da jd x halal dah, sbb ckg aku daa trasa ati ngan aku. Kwn aku ckp, x yah laa lyn msj cm2, n yes i didn't reply pn msj 2. Ok, aku x reply then ade lg msj aku dpt.

-Klu x puas hti, bls kt sy, fhm!

Ok, 2nd msj 2 agak konfius. Adakah ckg aku ingin aku berbalah ngan dia? Kenapa? Mengapa? Aku x phm, adakah ckg aku nk aku gaduh ngan dia? Ok, this maybe sound unappropriate, tp klo dia nk tnya kabar ke, x blh ke msj aku bnda yg elok? Knapa mesti nk perli, sindir @ mrh? N nk plak mencetuskan pergaduhan? N skali lg, aku x reply msj dia.

Next 2 days after, skali lg aku dpt call dr ckg aku 2, tp x smpt nk angkat sbb monolog lam diri, whether to take the call or not. Last2 x smpt angkat da ptus. Then aku reply via msj. Aku ckp x dan nk angkat, sbb lam toilet (Tipu, sungguh x beretika). Then dia reply,

-Jgn bg alasan, u mmg x kng budi, mtg2 da blaja tinggi.

Ok, kali ni aku tesentak bca msj dia. Moral aku jdik down kot. Hadoi, aku ni x blaja tinggi mn pn yg aku nk blgk, aku x penah blagak pun! Siyesly! Haih. Msj ni pn aku x bls. Aku tnya kwn aku, dia kata x yah lyn. X lyn aku rsa besalah. Mtk maap pn, dia confirm akan perli smpi ble, cm kwn aku skg. da mtk maap, nangis2 but still kne perli lg. Why? Is it sbb aku terima ilmu, kta perlu trikat trus. Kne update everything? Aku x phm ape yg dia nak. Mmg slh aku, sbb x penah nk msj o update anything kt dia, tp x bemakna aku ni x kenang budi. So, klo nk kenang budi, is it kne update slalu. Time aku dip hr lg, aku br je msk, dah kne dah ngan ckg ni, dia kata aku smbg sbb msuk U x gtau dia. Act, bkn dia jee aku x gtau, 1 sekolah ckg2 aku x gtau, n even relative aku pn aku x gtau. Yg tau just friend n family yg dkt2 jee. Sbb aku x mo kecoh, kang klo bria crita, org ckp menunjuk, sombong sbb dpt smbg stadi. So, aku diam jee la. But in the end, dia da slh fhm. Aku terg everything, igt da setel, tup2 after 4-5 years i guess, (which is skg) dia msj aku cm2, meaning still dia x puas hti lg. What should i do? Urgh?!

Susah btol nk jga hti org, klo org 2 x pntg xpe, ni org yg da byk bejasa ngan kta,

StarzRebel*

::Terkenang::

Huuu, dah msuk semester 6 da! Yeay, da nk hbes! Hehe. Dah tua daa aku neh, pasni kje jee (Hrp2 dpt lee kje). Hehe. Good luck ye tuk smua final year student! Especially to my friends yg skg tgh srabut otok (bak kta Hajar) tgh nk siapkan fyp.

Senarnyee, few days ago, aku ni dok nk clean up laa sket folder2 yg beselerak merat lam laptop aku neh. N yeah, byk gle redundant folder file lam laptop aku (No wonder disk space mkin mengecik!). Tgh2 dok selongkar, cut n paste, delete sgala bgi, aku pn bukk laa folder gmba2 lma aku... N tringat laa sweet memories aku ngan kengkawan kat sini... Hehe. Rsa cm nk blik jee ke sem 3. Huuu, kt bwh, aku nk share sket pic2 ktorg.

Study kt KFC :)

Bdk kelas

G bkit lopor.

Muka sengal! Hak3

Murni Discovery, eh3 Atie ko yg blanje aku kan? >.<

Funfair. Bdak2 btol prangai! Hik3

1st kuar rmi2. Loike2! :))

Kt Sawah Syuk

Memory...

Korg tau? Korg sgt best! ^^

Tq 4 da memories!

Ble lg kte blh kuar cmni? Miss dat moment/ -_-,

StarzRebel*

::Makaroni Bakar::

Baked Makaroni yg aku buat. Hehe

As requested from huda.

Untuk 500g makaroni.

Bahan2 A.

Bawang Besar ( Cinccang @ dadu)

Daging/Ayam Cincang (sepeket)

Sosej (Optional)

Lada Benggala (Sebiji)
Tomato (dadu) ( biji)

Tomato Puri (1 tin, yg medium)

Lobak Merah (dadu) (Sebatang)

Cendawan Butang (1 tin)

Susu Sejat (secawan)

Lada Sulah

Oregano

Daun Sup n Bawang

Method:

1. Tumis bwg besar.

2. Masukkan ayam.

3 Masukkan sosej.

4. Masukkan cendawan.

5. Masukkan lobak merah, capsicum.

6. Masukkan tomato puri.

7. Masukkan susu sejat, lada sulah n oregano.

8. Last masukkan daun sup + bwg. Masukkan gula n garam cukup rsa.

Bahan B

Susu sejat (1/2 cup @ agak2 laa bla cmpur ngan telur nanti)

Telur ( 4@5 biji)

Method:

1.Pukul telur + susu sejat + lada sulah + garam sket

p/s susu jgn letak byk sgt, x mau adunan terlalu cair. Bia pekat2 sket.

Cara Nak Bake

1. Bhn A.

2. Bhn B.

3. Makaroni. (Yg dah direbus dan ditos)

4. Keju mozarela.

Method:

1. Gaulkan Bhn A + Bhn B + Makaroni.

2. Dah mesra smua bhn2 2, taburkan shredded mozarela cheese.

p/s : Tabur biar menutupi semua area makaroni. Cheese ni bkn hiasan eh. Hik3 ;P

Okey, that's all. Huda, jgn lpe try! Hihihi.

Cuba jgn x cuba! *Drooling already*;

StarzRebel*

::Tibe2 Syahdu::

Ok, tjuk atas cm plik skit. Bkn nk post psl rya. Ermm, senarnye, post ni yg ke-100, aku igt nk buat post yg special laaa, tp tgh2 on9 fb, aku tgk laaa friendlist mne yg cm x nah tego kan, yg dlu main add jeee ble fb suggest, then tgh dok klik2 ni aku tenampak 1 fb sorg ni. Aku bca laaa post lam 2, ckp dia dah meninggal. Agak tekejut jgk, sbb wlupun knl fb, x penah tego pun tp bila tgk org post cm2, rsa sayu plak. Pas2 nak2 lg tgk post2 orwah time msih hidup lg. Aku xtau laaa tp still rsa sayu. Sama mcm arwah junior aku hr 2, ble tgk post dia yg ceria2, rsa sayu. Aku pn xtau laaa npe.

Kita x jangka bila kta akan pegi, @ mungkin kta dpt rsa kta akan pegi tp xtau ble. Aku hrp, b4 aku xde, aku smpt ttp acc myspace, facebook, blog n semua benda dr intenet ni. Aku tau x semua org akan sedih, tp mungkin ada yg akan rsa sedih @ tringat ke, so aku nk elak smua 2. Bia laa diorg igt aku lam hati diorg jee, x perlu nk tgk post2 yg penah aku buat sms hayat aku. If aku x smpt nk close sendri smua acc2 ni, aku akn mtk adik aku buat. N if dia x sanggup buat @ ape jee, aku mtk kwn2 aku yg skg ni, unfriend, unfollow, unsubscribe @ pape jee un yg dpt memutuskan kta dr dunia digital ni. Sbb dr post2 yg aku bc kt profile arwah 2, smuanya yg sayu2. Aku xnak laa post2 gitu, doakan aku da cukup. Aku pn tau aku bkn laaa kwn yg tebaik yg korg ada, tp segala kutukan ke, kata2 yg x sedap ke, senarnye aku sayang kat kawan2 aku. Kutuk2 2 laaa cara aku nk eratkan ikatan 2. So, ni kre pemintaan terakhir aku laaa. Ok, hepi slalu, enjoy life!

^_^,
StarzRebel*