::Something About Smile::

Assalamualaikum and hye everyone! ~~~ (With a bright smile on my face! :) )

Have u ever been told that u r snobbish? Fierce? and people tend not to talk to you or avoiding make contact with you coz ur not warmth enough?

Well i have, and surprisingly a lot actually. I didn't noticed this as all i knew, I'm a bright person with lots of laughter among my friends. And I think, I'm quite an easy-going kinda person. Back then, that's all i knew and thought the person I am until i went to PLKN n entering Uni.

I admit, at first, really hard to catch same beat with others, and 4 me to blah3 at the 1st meet, really possible if the person is the quite one and dont talk much. With my snobbish face (I'm thankful to Allah coz I'm perfect according to His creation, just to mention b4 people jump into some weird speculation), I dont really click with people much. After a week or two, then I had some friends that i can talk freely. At the end, I can manage to go with their flow and had good time there. 

As I was ending my PLKN, ive got this book where i ask them to write their personal detail n stuff, just that i can contact them after PLKN ended. ( Actually i think i've lost the book. Hehe ;P ) So, few people told me that i should reduced my tense faces. Im like, whaaaaaat? Do I have those kind of expression? They say, my face was intense and looks bout to scold someone very hard. Not really friendly, but as they get to know me, then they realized that Im not the kind of person the thought i would be. Pftt. Same goes with my college phase. Most my classmate, they scared to talk to me. With the face, and extra, i have a scar at my right hand, they thought I'm someone who have involve in a fight or i have join some kind of gang and stuff. Shocking actually to know the truth. 

With all the sign and opinion from my friends, i realize that actually i have a problem with people. I think i should change myself a lil bit. Some friend say I dont have to change because that is who I am, but for me, if the changes is for good reason and can made you a better person, i think we should change. So to make things short, a friend told me that i should smile a lot. When I smile, it took all the intense look, away. And by that, I would like to encourage people to smile. When u smile, the world looks different. U can bright others life u just give them a smile. Hati yang panas juga akan sejuk jika diberi senyuman yang ikhlas. So, keep smiling! :)

Perv smile? Or funny smile? Lol

-StarzRebel-

::Why Defend?::

Some people, as I've lived always defend their choices and critics others choices. Why u have to do that? I sometimes don't understand this kind of behaviour. Always saying ur choices is better than the other without thinking owh his choices is good too. It has advantages too. Owh my choices is not the perfect one either. It still has some flaws. Why don't u guys think that way? Remember nothing is perfect coz everything we have and we do is based on our judgement. Everything we owned is made by human. So remember human are not perfect, they have flaws too and yes, thet made mistake. So please b4 criticizing others choices, don't critics too much and tell him right on his face ur choice is better than him. It's kind a riak, don't u think?

::Bloggspot On Android!::

Just wanted to try this new app from google. Hahahhaa now i can blogging more since my lazyness to type on pc or laptop. Oh now i can update my blog anywhere! Just using my phone! How convenient!

::Kisah Perantau Di Negeri Berhujan Emas::

Assalamualaikum...

Saya akan mulakan bicara tentang kisah seorang manusia yang pergi mengikut haluan hidup yang telah ditetapkan di negeri berhujan emas, dan negeri berhujan batu ditinggalkan demi mendapatkan emas untuk menampung kehidupan.

Perjalanan bermula tatkala dia mendapat peluang untuk menambahkan ilmu dan pengetahuan untuk diguna di masa hadapan. Berat hati ingin meninggalkan kawasan yang sedia dia tahu selok belok dan susur belukar yang sekian lama di laluinya.Meninggalkan senyuman-senyuman yang sentiasa terukir tatkala berselisihan dengannya, ibu ayah yang menjadi tempat suka duka harus ditinggalkan, adik-adik tempat gurau senda dilepaskan, hanya kerana ingin mencari ilmu dan pengalaman. 

Di tempat asing, udaranya tidak sama. Di tempat asing, awan yang terbentuk bebrbeza. Dia cuba mencari ruang udara untuk bernafas di tempat itu. Dia cuba mencari tempat berteduh di kawasan itu. Dia cuba menyesuaikan diri di persekitaran itu. Sesungguhnya semua itu sungguh asing baginya.

Di negeri ini, dia mendapat banyak pengalaman. Dia mendapat banyak ilmu baru untuk kegunaan masa hadapan. Dia mendapat sahabat dan rakan. Dia mendapat sedikit kegembiraan. Kini dia dapat bernafas di negeri asing ini. Di negeri ini juga, dia mendapat emas yang dihujankan. Dia mendapat kehidupan disini. 

Walau negeri ini mencurahkan hujan emas, tetapi hujan batu di negeri sendiri tetap dirindui. Hatinya tetap berada di sana. Bersama ayah bonda, adik2 dan rakan serta keluarga. Hati sentiasa meronta2 untuk kembali, tapi demi mencari rezeki di tutupkan kaa hati...

Erk, actually tah mne dapat ayat2 kat atas. Aku cm geli lak bce. Hahahaha. Maybe sebab ramai da blik n aku still kat ofis kot feeling lbey lak.HAhahahaha. Padahal jap g aku nk blik dah. Keh3. Over sgt. Ayat last tu aku da blur. X tau nk tulis ape. Aku bkn reti sgt buat karangan. Hahahhaha. Sabo jee lee. Nway, Slaamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin! 

Haha, nampak sgt kad raya tu plagiarize.

StarzRebel*

::When I Was Young & Naive::

Assalamulaikum.. Hi there readers, surfers, bloggers and bla bla bla... How's ur day? Hope going well. *Eh cm tulis kad raya*

Have u ever watch power rangers o ultraman o any other tv show just like that when u were kid? Well i have. Back then I was so into power rangers. At that time, it was mighty morphin power rangers if i'm not mistaken. It was a very cool show (*at that time ok, when i was 5 o 6 i don't recall my age that time*) The show is about 5 teenagers whose been chosen by Zordon and Alpha 5 to become earth protecter from evil sorcerer, Rita. Basically it was good vs evil and yeah, good always win. Despite the cliche plot, i was a huge fan of power rangers. Each of this rangers have their own zord, which is a robot look like dinosaur. It was so cool, and i was so work up. Every time the show went for commercial, the commercial for ban dai product will shown first. It way power rangers and their zord's toy and i really wanted that toys so much. The more cooler is that the zord's toys, can be combined into megazord just like on the series.Damn really wanted that robot so much. Hahaha. 

 

-Cool Gler! I've alway dreamed to b a ranger!-

Another show that really make me excited is ultraman. It was japan tv series. Ultraman is an alien i guess, and they choose a mortal to be their home body. Btol ke? Huhu. Ultraman will stay in the chosen one and when there are danger, which is when a monster attack the city o any places in japan (specifically coz this monster only appear in japan) the chosen one will raise a device or an amulet to call upon the ultraman spirit in his body and become ultraman. Then he fought the monster and save the day. Yeah still the same module, good vs evil and evil will always loose. And then after the monster died, ultraman will fly away.

U guys must be wondering what's the motif of this post rite? Haha actually saye ni nak komen psal show2 di atas. Okei power rangers, is cool but when the series keep evolving, i just can't stand to just sit and watch without any complain. Mayb because i'm getting older and my way of thinking is not accepting any of ridiculous act they've shown. For example, last year i've downloaded an Ultraman movie, which was ultraman brothers. The part that i can't accept is when the monster become big and powerful and can easily beat all the ultraman till make their light on their chest blinking, which the sign that they don't have much time and in weak condition. Suddenly they join forces and become one ultraman and can beat that monster easily. Ok, if that is the way to beat that monster, why don't they use it at the first place? Why they have to suffer sampai nak mati lah kononnye bru nk begabung? Klaka gle! Hahahhha. motif nk tunggu smpi mati br begabung? X phm btol laah ngan diorg neh, and one more thing, at the end ultraman will fly away to the sky kan, tp bla jd ultraman tu dr manusia, so manusia tu betukar dr bumi. So my question, what is the motif pegi terbang? Sedangkan lepas hbes lwn tu ultraman tu akan jd manusia blik, so knape terbang g angkasa tu? Kenapa? KENAPA? KENAPA????

-X phm aku-

Power rangers yg dulu mmg syok. Seangkatan laaa ngan flash man n mask man. Mmg syok. Tp as the show grows,(for power rangers) da jdik merepek-repek. Yesterday i've watched Power Rangers samurai. The monster is so ridiculous. Ade ke power dia ngan ngate org? Tah cmne creator ni leh pk raksasa kuasa gitu. Ngarut nk mam**s! Hahaahahaha sorry i have to censored any harsh word or carutan. Hahahhaha. Ngan entrance nyee x leh blah. Korg just try watch it laa every saturday, 6.00 pm kt tv2 tu and u will understand what am saying. 

-Try tgk, 6.00 pm every sat tv2-

Even though skang aku cm x leh nk masuk sgt ngan ultraman, tp still aku tgk jgk power rangers samurai tu. (Lol, ape nye ayat beterabur).Msa kecik leh laa lyn and being fooled.Hahahaha tp ble da besa ni mcm2 yg x puas ati klo tgk cte2 gitu. hahaaa. Maybe am being matured a lil bit. Dpt tangkap flaws lam series tu. Hahaha tp kids will love it laa. Diorg x kan pk npe x buat gitu, npe x buat gini. Hahahhaa. Same like me when i was young and naive... Kbye, chill guys! :D

It's okay to be kids once in a while kan? Hehehe

StarzRebel*

::Quotes and Wisdoms::

Here are some quotes and wisdom that might relate and make us think about things. Haha

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.

-Albert Camus 

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.

-Henry David Thoreau 

The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool

-William Shakespeare

Suffering is a gift. In it is hidden mercy. 

-Jalaluddin al-Rumi

A friend cannot be considered a friend until he is tested in three occasions: in time of need, behind your back, and after your death.

-Ali ibn Abi Talib (radiAllah anhu)

Whoever is offered an apology from a fellow Muslim should accept it unless he knows that the person apologizing is being dishonest.

-Muhammad (SalAllahu Alayhi Wasalam)

Count your age by friends, not years. Count your life by smiles, not tears.

-John Lennon

The simple things are also the most extraordinary things, and only the wise can see them.

-Paulo Coelho

The best index to a person's character is how he treats people who can't do him any good, and how he treats people who can't fight back.

-Abigail Van Buren

The man of knowledge must be able not only to love his enemies but also to hate his friends.

-Friedrich Nietzsche

There comes a point when you either embrace who and what you are, or condemn yourself to be miserable all your days. Other people will try to make you miserable; don't help them by doing the job yourself.

-Laurell K. Hamilton

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.

-Audrey Hepburn 

If you're trying to achieve, there will be roadblocks. I've had them; everybody has had them. But obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

-Michael Jordan 

A fool flatters himself, a wise man flatters the fool.

-Edward G. Bulwer-Lytton 

I'd rather regret the things I've done than regret the things I haven't done.

-Lucille Ball 

Wisdom begins in wonder.

-Socrates 

Winners never quit and quitters never win.

-Vince Lombardi 

We should not judge people by their peak of excellence; but by the distance they have traveled from the point where they started.

-Henry Ward Beecher 

From the errors of others, a wise man corrects his own.

-Publilius Syrus

The less you talk, the more you're listened to.

-Abigail Van Buren 

Ignorant men raise questions that wise men answered a thousand years ago.

-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe 

It is better to risk starving to death then surrender. If you give up on your dreams, what's left?

-Jim Carrey 

Whatever you do in life, surround yourself with smart people who'll argue with you.

-John Wooden 

Credits to http://www.brainyquote.com/ , http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/wisdom?page=1 , http://iqsoft.co.in/pearls.html

Quotes and wisdoms from wise men,

StarzRebel* 

::Iron Man::

Assalamualaikum.....

As requested by Miss  Scarlett Ohara White aka Jill, now I'm going to give a bit of my point of view about recently released movie, Iron Man 3. But I'm not an expert, so maybe some o all of my opinion, u guys would disagree. So here it goes... :D

Starting of the movie, well yeah most of action-kinda movie it would be a bit bored and kinda slow. But it is a normal thing as at the beginning they wanted to tell the starting point of a movie. I guess? But this one is ok. 

As the movie grows, the action not too much. At the middle of the movie, it was a bit slow and 4 those who are tired and sleepy, they maybe tend to sleep at this point as my friend blh lak tdo. Hahahha. But you wouldn't felt bored that much as it has sip a bit of humor ina along the way. so, u would be laughing as the movie grows.

The best part of this movie is at the end, where all of the iron man suit came to help stark and his friend to fight mandarin. At this point, you would enjoy it. The CGI is nice, the designed iron man suit is cool. And yeah it is worth watching this movie. Seriously. Hehe. 

So, that is all my point of view. Not an expert, just a view from a person who loves to watch movie. So, Miss Jill, ble nk blanje I tgk skali lg? Hihiihihihihihiih ;P

Btw, I watched this movie in 3D. Hihihi cool right?

StazrRebel* 

::Kiyomi? Apekah?::

Assalamualaikum semua.....

Baru2 ni ade blogger yg aku follow jgk leee which is Puan Maria Elene  pnye blog. Vlog dia pn aku follow jgk. Ni link dia.

Her latest video, about Kiyomi. I watched n listened the kiyomi song. So kinda cute sort of song laaa kiyomi neh. So aku pn browse laaa 4 more videos pasal kiyomi neh. N guess what, byk lak version kiyomi neh. Tp original singer 4 this song tah spe. N the video is super cute. Hiihiihihihihihihi. The video is mostly from uploaded by people n do the cute dance. The dance is simple (i guess?) X pyh move around just using ur hand and some face expression to make it more cutier.

N now every night i must listen or watch this kiyomi video. (Normal ke x neh?) The best part which i think the cutest is at the chorus of the song. Hihihiihihihihihi. Guys n girls, u should try to watch it. But if u don't like it, jgn nk marah aku lak yeee.Oh n hey in so many version of kiyomi i really like this one. She's super cute. Hehe

Kiyomi, kiyomi,

starzrebel* 

::Interesting Fact::

1. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
2. A crocodile can't stick it's tongue out.
3. A shrimp's heart is in it's head.
4. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand. 
5. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. 
6. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. 
7. Rats and horses can't vomit. 
8. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match. 
9. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. 
10. Over 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow. 
11. The system of democracy was introduced 2 500 years ago in Athens, Greece. The oldest existing governing body operates in Althing in Iceland. It was established in 930 AD. 
12. A person can live without food for about a month, but only about a week without water.
    If the amount of water in your body is reduced by just 1%, you'll feel thirsty.
    If it's reduced by 10%, you'll die. 
13. In the Durango desert, in Mexico, there's a creepy spot called the "Zone of Silence." You can't pick up clear TV or radio signals. And locals say fireballs sometimes appear in the sky. 
14. Ethernet is a registered trademark of Xerox, Unix is a registered trademark of AT&T. 
15. Outside the USA, Ireland is the largest software producing country in the world. 
16. Every human spent about half an hour as a single cell. 
17. Hot water is heavier than cold. 
18. Sound travels 15 times faster through steel than through the air. 
19. Only one satellite has been ever been destroyed by a meteor: the European Space Agency's Olympus in 1993. 
20. A chip of silicon a quarter-inch square has the capacity of the original 1949 ENIAC computer, which occupied a city block. 
21. At a glance, the Celsius scale makes more sense than the Fahrenheit scale for temperature measuring. But its creator, Anders Celsius, was an oddball scientist. When he first developed his scale, he made freezing 100 degrees and boiling 0 degrees, or upside down. No one dared point this out to him, so fellow scientists waited until Celsius died to change the scale. 
22. Ostriches are often not taken seriously. They can run faster than horses, and the males can roar like lions. 
23. Sharks and rays are the only animals known to man that don't get cancer. Scientists believe this has something to do with the fact that they don't have bones, but cartilage. 
24. The odds of seeing three albino deer at once are one in seventy-nine billion, yet one man in Boulder Junction, Wisconsin, took a picture of three albino deer in the woods. 
25. Leonardo Da Vinci invented scissors. 
26. There are no words in the dictionary that rhyme with: orange, purple, and silver! 
27. A tiny amount of liquor on a scorpion will make it instantly go mad and sting itself to death. 
28. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying! 
29. The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. 
30. Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon. Hmmm spe penah try?
31. "Almost" is the longest word in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order. 
32. "Rhythm" is the longest English word without a vowel. 
33. The worlds oldest piece of chewing gum is 9000 years old! Erkk?
34.   Owls are the only birds who can see the colour blue.
35.   If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
36. If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. 
37. A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.  OMG!
38. The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. Ganas sgt.
39. Some lions mate over 50 times a day. Wow! Tongkat ali n kacip fatimah effect? Ngeh3
40. A cat's urine glows under a black light. 
41. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. Owh?

Credit to : http://bootstrike.com/LaughterHell/Misc/miscs13.php

Layan Je,

StarzRebebl* 

::Hmmmm::

Happen again.

Don't know how to solve.

I'm clueless 

Hurts very much.

Please don't ask coz I can't say.

Some words are better not to be said.

Some thoughts are better not to be shared.

...........................................,

StarzRebel* 

::On This Day :: Tuesday The 12th of March 2013::

Ape yg specialnye hari ni? Xdek pun just wanted to write something. This post doesn't have any motif and i just wanted to mumble about what's on my mind right now. 

Ok, what to tell eh? I've just moved to a new house. And yeah I'm not living alone anymore. Dah ade hosmet.

Okei xde motif pn nk cite. Tp skg aku rse sgt3 nk pegi holiday. I've always dreamed to go to perhentian. Oh3 ble dpt pegi? Spe jek yg free jom pegi! Wuuuuu next month maybe? Oh3 time nilah aku nk gnekan blik skill planning aku neh. Slalunyee aku n few friends akan discuss nak kemana especially ujung2 sem. Duk semeja plan nk g mne. But the best places ktorg pegi was Bukit Lopo kot. Itu mmg tebaik. Klo aku flashback blik mesti rse oh why time flew so fast? Rse rindu at that time where i just think about fun ajek. Assignment ape smua mmg xdek dah laa pk sbb pegi pas final. Dpt lak membe2 yg supportive! Eceeh, yelah kan aku time 2 out of breath. Semput yg amat. Tempatnye curam bkn main lg. Kate jeee x tinggi mne n landai cm bkit uitm jeee. Korak ko landai! Curam nk mam***! Tp ble dah smpi kt air terjun tu mmg heaven gle! Yelah kan ko dah penat2 spearuh nyawa daki, ble dpt berendam tu perghhhh best gle. Air dia sejuk, jernih n x keruh. Mmg best gle! But that's cte dlu2. Huhu.

Cte skg aku tringin banget nk pegi ke perhentian! Kengkawan aku yg comel2 semua, jom pegi! Hehe. Pegi 2 hari 1 malam pn jd laaa, due to my tight schedule kan. Korg phmkan kje aku cne. Huhu. But still I want to have some fun with u guys. Didn't we planned to go for a vacation during our so-called student life dlu ke? Last2 post phone smpi lee ke hari ni. Jom korg2 smua! Perhentian x pun Cherating ke? Huuuuu aku nk g pantai neh. Semangat sgt dah! Hihi.

 Cherating

 Cherating

 Perhentian

 Perhentian

 Perhentian

 Perhentian

Secara seriusnyee, Perhentian menarik minat untuk aku pegi holiday! Urmm 

Holiday!!!

StarzRebel* 

::Overthink?::

Assalamualaikum.................

Pe kabar semua rakan2 taulan, pembaca2 sekalian, sahabat handai smua, saudara seislam yang ku kenal dan tidak kukenali. Ape kaba? 

Disini sy ingin membuat pengakuan (confession) bahawasanya saya adalah seorang yang selalu overthinking. Ermmm dlm bahasa ibunda sy bermaksud telebih fikir. Eh? Sriously aku telebih pk? Hmmmmmmm something fishy abt this post.

Okei, secara serius, tulus dan diatas nama kebenaran YA sy seorg yg telebih fikir. Sy akan befikir melampau2 batas norma otak manusia. (Ermmm write too much?) Sbg contohnya, sy akan befikir terhadap sesuatu perkara sampai kepada yang mungkin tidak akan berlaku. Kalo benda tu positive xpe jgk, but mostly what i think will go to the negative nye direction. Apesal tah aku pn x phm ngan otak aku neh.

Sebagai cth nya, kalo aku buat silap time buat assignment laaaa. Klo assignment 2 x buat grup xdek laaa aku nk pk sgt pn. Tp ble smpi assignment kump. Klo aku buat salah, aku akan pk diorg2 ni xmo kwn ngan aku dah, o maybe we will be bemasam muka n lama2 hubungan 2 xkan baik, n lost contact n smpi bla2 pn xkan ckp n dia kawen x jemput n mcm2 lg lah. Smua nyaa yg negative. Aku pn x phm npe aku pk g2. Tp realitinya diorg ok jee. (Rsenya lah diorg ok.) N bnda ni tebawak2 smpilah skarang.

Korg rse bnda ni bgus ke x senarnye? Jika diikutkan situasi mcm x bpe nk bgus kan? So how am i supposed to do? aku lynkan ajee otak aku ni. Maybe i need therapy? Eh xkan smpi serius gitu ye x? Hmmmmmmmmmm....

I'm still thinking, 

StarzRebel* 

::Setepek Kena Workaholic!::

Assalamualaikum....

Pekaba semua? Sihat? Hopefully sihat laa yee. Lme nau x update blog. Ade jee idea or olahan kata nak tulis tp malas. Blik keja, da letih ko just pk nk tdo jee. Bkk laptop jap on9 jap then mata mula laaa layu nk tdo. 2 lee habit aku skg. 

Nak cite sket, ade lah hr 2, tgh dok beso-sial networking kan, ade lah kisahnyee betwit2 ngan kengkawan aku twit laa ngan membe aku neh. Ajak lepak, lme x jmpak katanya. Tp mmg agak lme gak x lepak ngan pn. Dia pn plan laaa nk g mandi ke ape tah, ajak rmi2, pegi time weekend. So, ajak laa aku skali. Mula2 ajak pegi hari sabtu, aku kata aku kje, then ajak aku g hr ahad, aku ckp aku kje jgk. Ok lah, pas2 dia re-arrange blik ajak pegi next weeknya, aku ckp lg aku kje sabtu n ahad. Dia da cm pelik gak. Pas2 ajak g on public holiday x silap aku time 2 ade cti thaipusam ke awal muharam. Dua2 hr 2 aku ckp aku kje. Then dia twit baik punyeee, 'X sangka ko workaholic skg'.

Perghh! Hahahha aku pn x sangka gle dpt statement cm2. Kne label workaholic? Klako seyhh. Seingat aku time aku study lu, byk ponteng, tdo lam klas n kekadang skip jee klas. Assignment x buat, x hantar. FYP buat last2 minit. Da tinggal nyawa2 ikan br buat. Truk sgt dah! Then ble da kje ni, x sangka lak commitment aku telebey! Hahaha. Kje buat siap wlupun lambat sket, n cti klo bos suh dtg kje stand by, on ajee. Klo dlu, pntg ade cti, mesti blik kg n mula laa otak pk cr jln nk ponteng klas. Truk btol. Mmg x betanggungjawab aku neh msa 2.

Tp skg da lain sket, mayb sebab aku mkin dewasa kot? As time goes by, kta sedikit sebanyak akan berubah sket2. Aku cte sal diri aku laa, ble aku tgk ade few quality lam diri aku da improve sket. Klo ikut perangai lma, skg ni (10/02/2013) aku dah blik kg sbb skg cuti raya cina. Office cuti smpi selasa. Klo ikutnya aku mmg x lepas peluang gini, cti pn agak lma jgk. Mmg sah2 aku blik nye. Wlupun 16/02/2013 neh kazen aku kawen n aku amek cti, aku still akan blik kg bla cti cny neh. Klo ikut otak aku, aku mesti akn apply cti bia smpi hr kenduri. Bia sminggu trus cti. Senang, aku pn dpt relax jeee.

Itu klo fikiran aku still mcm dulu. Tp skg, aku pk lebih dewasa sket. Aku ade tanggungjawab n komitmen ngan kerja aku. Aku x ley pentingkan diri, aku kne consider team mate aku yg lain. X kan aku sorg jee nk best2 cti diorg kne kje. Itu tindakan org yg selfish. Bla da kje, br rse tanggung jawab 2. Lgpun company hired aku buat kerja, bkn senang lenang cuti ikut suka hati. Bru laa berkat sikit gaji yg ko dpt tu. Bg kat parent pn best jeee. Cbe laa ko kje mengulo jee, then dpt gji. Pk laa blik, ape jee yg ko buat n dpt gji gini? X de feel. At least klo ko penat2 kje, ko rse lega, ble dpt gji 2. Lain rsa tuk dua keadaan yg berbeza ni. 

Last skali, Hepi Chinese New Year! (Hr ni chinese new year) Byk laa dpt limau supplier bg. Korg dpt byk x? Nak sket? Sile dtg sijangkang. Hihihiihihi.

Bunyik mercun, bigit sket. Nak tdo!

Starzrebel*

::That Feeling::

Assalamualaikum...

Ni second post pas post yg td. Okei, kali ni nak crita sket laa pengalaman o more to what actually i felt. Maybe this post quite personal to me, so if my writing get too emotional, i'm sorry yeah.

Sebenarnye, nk crita pengalaman o perasaan aku senarnye. Korang yg da kje, korang ade x kasi duit o pape brg tuk parents korg? Okei aku buat post ni bkn nk menunjuk o nk ckp aku ni bgus o wat-so-eva, BUKAN, tp nk share feeling. Aku rse sgt sonok ble dpt kasi duit even rm10 kat mak n ayah aku by hand. Kte nampak muka diorg senyum n syukur dgn ape yg kta bg. Mmg diorg x mintak, n of course diorg pn ade duit sendri, n apelah sgt duit yg aku bg 2 tp diorg hargai n rse syukur sgt n aku rse top of the world ble dpt buat cm2. Gji juta2 pn meaningless klo x share ngan parents. X perlu byk pn kasi, kasi duit tuk diorg minum2 kopi ke da ckup at least korg bg. Tgk diorg senyum n syukur is priceless, sriously. Aku rse hepi sgt2, n maybe cmni laa kot diorg rse msa dpt fulfill ape yg aku nak semenjak dr kecik smpi besar wlupun mmg x setanding ngan nilai yg aku kasi ngan ape yg diorg da bg kat aku. N aku akan slalu jenguk parent aku, at least sbulan skali wlupn hr ni blik kg n then blik kat sini esoknya. Sekarang lee nk hepikan diorg, n korg pn akan rsa hepi jgk, sriously. So, kpd spe2 yg da kje, jgn lpe parents korg yee. Duit gji 2, klo stakat RM10 xkan x leh nk kasi kan? 

Their smile is priceless

Peace yawh!

StarzRebel*

::Mereka2 Ini::

Assalamualaikum.....

Sup peeps?! Hoho, agak lama aku menyepi dr dunia blogging. Sorry yee, been very busy with my new life. DLu student, blh laaa lg blogging2, skang da kje, xdek msa sgt. Pas blik kje, letih dah. On9 kejap then tdo. Weekend normally, sabtu kje half day, ahad cti. Tp mostly ahad klo x g mne2 aku tdo x pn lyn movie ke ape ke. On9 game pn da lme gle aku x men. Hr ni tegerak lak nk becerita. Actually, da lme nk buat post ni. Kui3. Post ni adalah didedikasikan kepada IKRAM, CHALI n ACAD. Haaa capital letters okeh tuk korg. Sorry lambar gle, padahal aku da lme ckp nk post. Hehehe.

 

Ikram

Hoho, ape nk crita sal ikram? Hahaha byk crita jgk dia ni. Mula2 sriusly nmpk gangster gle. Cuak aku nk tego. Muka nmpk garang gle, tp da knl xde laaa garang mne. Byk plan gak dia ni, ska jln2 xde tujuan. Ade skali ajak lepak mkn jee, skali dia ajak smpi ke sungai gabai (btol ke gabai?) pusing2 siap lepak kat air panas lg. Benda yg spontan. Slalu lepak ngan aku jgk, stadi sesame laaa byk lg laa. Ahaaaa, terer gak men dota. Mmg bedendam jgk aku klo men dota ngan dia neh. Kui3, sorry brok! Hahahahhaa

 Chali

Nma original Hazwan. Aku pn xtau npe diorg pggl chali, maybe nk nmpk urban kot. Wakakakakkakakakaa.

Aku ikut jee. Chali ni, wlupun lam dunia febook cam sial sket dia buat aku, tp real world agak baik laa. Kui3. Yg aku x leh lpe, dia da kutuk aku cm hape lg, part aku bls blik dia leh g print screen post kat group cs223. Well played....well played. Xpe, sbb byk benda baik ko da buat kt aku, aku ignorekan ajeee yee. Kui3

Acad

Ahaa ni mmg byk leee tlg aku tambah2 lam bab2 coding. Klo xde dia ni, mmg terabur gak coding FYP aku. Tq, arigato gozaimasu. DIa ni, ayat pedas sket, tp btol. Ngeh3, ade kalanya aku tesentap jgk tp ble piki2 blik point dia ni btol. Huhu. Ni pn terer gak men dota. X semangat aku klo lwn ngan dia neh, klo geng semangat sket. Kui3.

Ahaaa, 2 je leee nk cte sal 3 org neh. Diorg ni mmg kerap di-contact dan lepak laaa. Weekend klo diorg xde hal diorg lepak laa kt rmh aku. Best laa lepak ngan diorg neh. Ni few photos mse kta di uitm dlu. Enjoy! 

 1st Bukak posa 1 kelas.

 Kenduri 'kwn' acad

Bros! HAhahha

Sorry lmbt update!

StarzRebel*

::The End Of My Degree::

 

It's been 2 years, since I've entered UiTM to do my degree (Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Intelligent System). Lot of things happen. I'm kinda sad, to leave all of the memories that I have created here, in Shah Alam, and specifically UiTM where I've known people that I really care and love. I wish that we could stay forever, but as the life cycle keep on cycling, there are time we will meet and we will say good bye to each other. Here, i found really good friend, and i can considered as my best friend. 

Atie 

Funny story, ble start jmpak 2, gaya dia cm senior, (actually mmg dia senior, sbb dia msuk uitm dlu amek graphic then br tuka amek AI) cara dress tuk 1st day x nmpk dia ni cm freshie cm dak2 pompuan lain. Dtg pki jean n t-shirt lengan pjg, then nk daftar kursus pn dia gtau cne nk daftar elektif. Dlm hati, akak ni repeaters ke ni? Then pas dia nk blah 2, aku ckp tq Kak. Mati2 igt dia ni senior n stadi dia trok. Skali rpenya dia grad sme aku, umo sme aku, then anc lg, nk dekat 4 flat lak 2. Haish, agak malu jgk aku. Tp dia ni cool laa jgk. Da laa transgender( Ha3, dia bca ni mati aku!) Misai lebat! Lol. Tp best kwn sbb dia ade lee baiknya, plg teharu (ewah) msa aku kne betulkan report, tp aku dpt part time kje, dia sanggup tlg aku btulkan report n suh aku g kje 2 moga2 dpt tawaran kje. Wuuuu time 2 rse teharu gile. Tq3! Hrp2 ko x lpe aku laah! Kui3.

Aimi

 Tgk muke, burok x? Hahahahahaha. Matilerrr aku upload gamba ni. Makcik ni mmg lucu gle! Dia ni antara manusia yg unik yg penah aku jmpk! Byk sgt begerak! Hahahahhaa. Unpredictable lak 2 dia nye pegerakkan. Merata2. Siap penah shuffle lg! Haaaa dasat x? Maklumleee robot! Hahahahaha. Jgn mrh arrrr...... Tp dia ni bguih ni, ske ngan baking! Sme cm aku, sbb aku ska mkn pastry2, roti2 n kek neh! Kui3. Aku pn slalu share prob ngan makcik ni, n dia pn pendengar yg bgus! Hew3. Kembag tak hidong ko AIMI? Hahahhahahahahahhaa.

Ijat

 Tokei kedai! Tokei kedai! Hahahhahha, jgn mrh arrr jat.... Muka jeee srius tp dia ni baik wooooo. Ngeh3, puji2 ni dpt leee diskaun sket ye x! Ijat ni, ape eh? Lucu laaa orgnya. Kui3. Rajin pun rajin. Sriusly, klo kje grup ngan dia mmg siap leee. Last2 minit pn siap n sempat anta. Rjin! Aku jeles jgk tgk kerajinan dia neh. Ngeh3. Teman begurau senda, bebual bicara. TERER gle main DOTA! Hahaahhahahaha. Jgn mrh arrrrr jat! Rye ni aku nk g rmh ko lg. Ngeh3. Dia ni antara org yg 1st ly aku knl n rpt jgk time degree neh. Time dip kenal, tp hanya sekadar jelingan sekilas di angin bayu. Hahahhahahaha. Ramah orgnye. Klo xde dia, aku mesti diam2 jee lam kelas sbb aku ni ssh sket nk mula bebicara tp ble ade membe tg boleh msuk bebicara, br lee aku leh nyusup2 sembang kencang2. Hi3.

Baiti 

 Baiti yg dok blakang aku 2, kecik ajee orgnye. Tp terer main bowling! Byk strike jee, x strike dpt spare.Haa jgn memain! Kui3. Ingat g, dia buat cupcake! Sedap gell! Hahaahhaa. Happy go lucky! Ceria jeee. Hi3. 1 thing sal dia ni, dia suka senyum. Sebyum aje ble jmpa org. Kui3. Pndai posing yeee, dasat wuuu. Dia mmg model pun, hr 2 dpt kontrak ngan Kiki Lala tuk koleksi raya diorg, dia ni lee model nya. Hik3. Jgn mrh yeeee Cik Baiti! Kui3. Sesungguhnya anda tinggi di mata kami semua. Hahahhahaha.

Awin 

 

Niii sorg g, outspoken sgt! Hi3. X rmi org leh than denga komen dia ni. Certain aje, n aku dlm list yg leh thn leee. Tp dia ni baik, antara org yg humble laa. Reason dia, dia akan mintak maap trus klo ade silap, wlupun aku rse xde benda pn tp dia still akan mintak maap. Ada ciri2 mak2 laa dia ni, pandai jgk masak, pndai handle dak kecik. Kre ade package jgk leee slain pndi lam study. Tp selalu sgt stress, ce relax sket awin ko ni stress sgt. Hi3. Rye ni x mo jemput aku g beraye ke? Msk leee yg best2 lg. Makanan srwk ape yg best lg? Ko kan nk duk sne nanti. Hi3. 

Syuk

Ini camera man ktorg. Hi3. Sbb dia ade dslr, dia jee laaa yg amek gamba. Slalunya, gamba ktorg jee yg byk, gamba dia skit2 jeee ade. Kui3.Dia ni jgk merangkap driver ktorg tuk kemana2. Hhahahahaha. Rse mcm ko ni dipergunakan lak. Hi3. Ni antara yg memberi semangat tuk aku exercise n jdik kurus. Rajin kot dia ni exercise, g jogging bagai. Uit, ble nk g Melaka neh? Tringat zaman2 kje kt Melaka dlu. Hi3.

 Hazim (Kiri) n Adly(Kanan)

 Ni lak rumet n hosmet aku. Ngeh3 aku rse diorg ni melalui pengalaman yg agak mencabar jgk laaa sepanjang jd hosmet n rumet aku. Tq yeee sbb thn ngan emo x menetu aku, period tbe2, korg kejut aku mrh2. Tq yeeee. Hi3. Aku mtk maap yee. Korg ni baik gle ngan aku. Segan aku. Hazim ni, dia ni liat gle ajak klua g jejalan ke ape ke, tp ble dia da klua dia laa pling hyper, gedik gle n aktif x tentu hala. Ble kt rmh, asyik ngantok, ngantok, ngantok! Sore power gle, epik ble nyanyi lagu dajal! Hahahahhaa. Adly ni lak, byk gle pengalaman idup n cerita. Best denga. Sbb blh tau mcm2 situasi. Berusaha tuk kurus jgk. Kui3. Gamerz jgk leee dia ni. Dia ni yg slalu kne emo aku, kne mrh bagai. Ngeh3, jgn mrh arrrrr. Aku nk g lg air terjun kt rmh ko. Kui3, tp x yah laa nk humban2 aku lam air lg dah yeee. Aku cbe yee kurgkan emosi x tekawal aku 2. Kui3. Pape pu korg mmg best!

Ni ade few pic sepanjang 2 thun aku kt UiTM shah alam ni. Aku tau, wlupun aku byk komen sal uitm, tp aku akan rindu tempat ni smpi ble2. Aku akan ingat korg smpi bla2. Hrp kta x putus hubungan sbb, aku rse korg ni da best dah. Calling laa yee klo korg kawen nanti. Hehhe. Here are some pic we are together. Enjoy!

  

Tgh buat assignment grup neh. 

Pas blakon jepun! Lol 

:) 

Buka Pose 1 kelas 

BBQ n bday kairil 

Dlm kelas. Ngeh3 

AI student ngan lecturer. Aku xde. Huhu 

Ngeeeeeee! 

Hahahaha

 

And the last pic, is the one that has the most sentimental value 4 me. And yes Atie, I agree with U when U posted about this pic in ur blog, 2 years ago. Mmg nmpk sayu jeee pic ni and I wish dpt blik ke masa ni. Aku mmg x leh lpa semua kenangan ngan korg, Jgn lpe kt aku ye sbb aku x lpe kt korg smua. Sempena syawal yg bakal menjelang, aku mohon ampun maaf, kot2 ade yg aku x jumpak dah. Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir n batin! Selamat bepuasa!

It's 2 years with a wonderful  experiences!

StarzRebel* 

::Questionaire#2::

Try It

Rules: It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : Fandy
2. A four letter word : Fast
3. A boy’s name : Fred
4. A girl’s name : Fifi
5. An occupation : Foreman
6. A color : Falu red (Lam google ade)
7. Something you’ll wear: Fur
8. A food : Fish cake

9. Something found in the bathroom: Fork (In the bathroom? What for? Hahahha)

10. A place : Florida
11. A reason for being late : Fenin2~~ Hahahaha
12. Something you’d shout : F*ck! Whoops!
13. A movie title : Face of terror
14. Something you drink : Fluid. (What the?) 
15. A musical group : F4
16. An animal : Fireflies
17. A street name : Fraser Street. *I made up, donno whether it exist o not. Lol*
18. A type of car : Ferrari *I love being an F*
19. Title of a song : Friends or foe

Seem simple, but quite hard. Credit to Jill's Tumblr again, hehe

StarzRebel*

::Questionaire#1::

Just for Fun. Copied from a friend. Try it!

What do u like to be called? Fandy

ADMIT a secret about this name? Parents call me that, and friends, but now mostly call me Brit

Do you have a job/ career? Full time CS223 student.

ADMIT a secret about your career: I like the idea of intelligent system but i just hate coding,

Do you love yourself? Sometimes yeah.

ADMIT a physical attribute you LOVE and HATE about youself: I hate my body, my skin color, but still syukur for being me. I love my eyes's color btw hehe.

Do u have any regrets? Yes.

ADMIT one thing you regret doing in the past: I always argue with my parents. The old me ok.

Are u in love? Yes. With someone but I didn't know how to tell that person.

Do u feel any jealousy or envy toward anyone? Yeah.

ADMIT what makes you feel this way? Because they have what i didn't have. So sad T_T

Do you ever feel less than beautiful? All the time.

ADMIT why you feel this way? Because no one want me.

Have you ever been hurt? Yes.

ADMIT who hurt u: Lot, i just didn't know what's goes wrong. I'm being real all the time, but still they rejected me. Too real i guess? Blaarrghh!

Ever pretended to be someone’s friend for your own benefit? Oh no way.

ADMIT the truth about why you did it: I don;t do it. Hihihi

Ever lied to spare someone’s feelings? Many times. Hahaha.

ADMIT the truth about the lie you told : Try to take care of their feelings.

Ever suffered from a broken heart? Yes.

ADMIT who broke your heart and what he/she did: Somebody that i used to know. Hahahahahah

Ever cheated on someone? Nope

ADMIT the truth on why you cheated: No answer. Lol

Ever told anyone you loved them and didn’t mean it? Nope

ADMIT the truth about why you lied? No answer

Ever been in jail? Never.

ADMIT the truth on why you were locked up: None.

Ever steal music? Yes Hehehe

ADMIT what website you steal music from: Mediafire, youtube,4shared.

Do you click ads when on a website? Sometimes

ADMIT what types of ad’s you click on: Sales

Do you watch reality tv? Yes.

ADMIT the most embarassing shows you watch: Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency. I don't know what good did i got from this show. Just sex appeal from the model. Ngeh3

Are you happy in your career? Happy! I have found really good friends here. :)

ADMIT what you know you should be doing with your life: Finish degree, work in IT field for 5 years, open a bakery shop, find a girl to be my wife, have children, perform Haji and lived until i die with my wife n kids. Insya-Allah.

Copied from Jill's Tumblr - The questions only.

StarzRebel*